i wont dent that i loved you, why would i?
loving you was most proberly some of the best moments of my life,
the sadness, the grief and the jelousy, all of it was amazing, it made me have purpose.
even saying this now is making me wonder is im over you, but i know, i know i am and the reason i have lost my love for you is, i let my gaurd down and for that twenty secpnds, i was fully embraced with who you really are.
the truth is i will always love you, just not like that.
i have lost all respect for you and i can not love someone i pitty.
even though you gave me purpose, experiance and a new veiw on life, this feeling i have now is catching up extreamly fast with the way you made me feel and this feeling i know it, its familier to me but like a distant memory that i cant even pretend to remember, but the way it make sme feel.
it makes me feel like i have lost all purpose and i have no reason for being, and that, that is why this feeling is so great because now i can hunt for a new purpose or, i can just be.
this feeling, it, its the feeling of freedom.